31 January 2010

Unfrozen Feelings

Hai Ning's incident affected me deeply. I think I spent my whole 2 weeks in december mourning and doing nothing except 颓废 infront of my PC just waiting for her news, or to have PK's company online.

I decided that I needed some distraction to tear myself from my PC so I made my virgin cheesecake. It's a lemon cheesecake from Catherine Lau's cheesecake recipe book.

Here's my version of the lemon cheesecake recipe:



Base:
170g of finely crushed pieces of my heart mixed with digestive biscuits & cornflakes
2 Tbsp of sweet memories mixed with brown sugar
100g diced Sorrow Butter

Feeling (Filling):
500g diced Cream Cheese of loneliness
120g Castor Sugar of faded hope
50ml lemon juice of helplessness
Lemon zest from 2 lemons grated with pain
500ml Thickened Cream of despair
1.5 Tbsp of powdered gelatine dissolved in 100ml of tears (water)

Refrigerate the prepared cheesecake in chiller overnight, take extra care to freeze the 'feelings'.
Unfortunately the cheesecake filling turned out to be like ice cream. Looks like 'feelings' are not as easy to be frozen as I conveniently thought...

寂寞篇 - Smiley Minced Pie


寂寞时,做个笑脸来娱人娱己,也蛮好玩的!
LES,HL,CSP and my colleagues,感谢你们的moral support! I know they are si pek ugly, and they don't taste very nice, but you guys still 很开心地把它们吃得一干二净。

P/S: Pastry recipe from Jamie Oliver's sweet pie pastry, the sweet minced meat filling leh... 小小声告诉你, actually I bought from Marks & Spencer. Hehehe I didn't tell you all... :p

22 January 2010

Confessions of a Travel-holic


Recently, I volunteered to be one of the editor in my company newsletter 'waZZap'. I'm lucky enough to have a column to myself to write about travelling. Here's my article for our first publication:

Be warned, this is not your regular travel guide!

Air Products headquarter is located in a small town in Pennsylvania, East Coast USA. It’s a 20 hours flight from Malaysia and approximately 1.5 hours taxi ride away from the port of arrival.
Imagine taking this long journey from Malaysia to the States. One would think jetlag is inevitable, and would normally spend the next day snoozing away in the hotel room. Not for me.

As a travel-holic, I tend to squeeze every bit of my time overseas to get the most out of the trip. You might wonder how I overcome that annoying jetlag. As soon as I arrive in Allentown (most flights from Asia arrive in the evening and you have the next day free before you start working), I would go straight to bed and pass out until the next morning. On that very next day, first thing to do when you wake up is to adjust your watch and most importantly, your body clock to US time. You need to accept the fact that you are already in a new continent. Forget about Malaysian time. Trust me, it’ll make your life less miserable.

Next, I would usually head right out to Allentown airport to collect my rental car. For Malaysians, driving in the US is a whole new experience. They drive at the ‘wrong’ side of the road, with the driver sitting on the left side of the car. Hence the term Left-Hand Drive. It takes a little time to get used to it, but once you got the hang of it, you’ll be fine. One tip to remember, the left lane is the fast lane. If you are on a 2-way-street and you find yourself nearing the road shoulder on your left, you are driving on the wrong side!!!

So now you got your rental car, it’s time to fill up your day with activities that keep you awake! For me, what gets me ticking most is SHOPPING! Of course, for non-shoppers, you could always fill your day with some other activities like sight-seeing, sports etc. Just try to stay away from the temptation of your hotel bed until the sun sets.

For the benefit of you shopaholics out there, here’s a list of shopping centres that I frequented in the vicinity of Allentown:

Lehigh Valley Mall: http://www.lehighvalleymall.com/
Promenade: http://www.thepromenadeshopsatsauconvalley.com/
King of Prussia: http://www.kingofprussiamall.com/

For better bargains, head out to the premium outlets in Pennsylvania. They are around 1 hour’s drive away from Allentown and they make a perfect one-day-trip. You’ll be so excited seeing those affordable prices of branded items back home, you would forget about your jetlag, at least temporarily. The following list shows my personal favourite outlet stores:

Philadelphia Premium Outlets: http://www.premiumoutlets.com/outlets/store_listing.asp?id=75
Crossings Premium Outlets: http://www.premiumoutlets.com/outlets/outlet.asp?id=59
Lancaster Tanger Outlets: http://www.tangeroutlet.com/lancaster

Shopping tips:
1) Look for tax exemption for tourists. Macy and some other big departmental stores offer this and you could get the tax rebate immediately at the customer service counter.
2) For the factory outlet stores, check out their websites for discount coupons and bring it with you when you shop.
3) For some premium outlets, you could join their VIP club for free and print out those coupons to get members-only extra discounts! Isn’t that exciting?!
Now that you have overcome the first day of jetlag, the following days would be up to your own determination to stay awake in day light. This method works for me every time. It might or might not work for you, but good luck trying! :p

04 January 2010

Happy Birthday My Dear Friend


Hai Ning, Happy Birthday to you!
I heard you had been busy reading our friends' blogs when you were drifting in and out of your long slumber in Africa. 'Hong Soh' as you, I'm sure you will keep yourself busy to know what activities we are up to! So I also chao kiasu now, I want you to read my long-abandoned blog. I've stopped writing few months back when our 'blog craze' has subsided. Never thought that I had to wait for this kind of incident to motivate me to de-moss my blog. Sigh, life is so unpredictable...

The other day when you were still sleeping in Africa, I got Hao Zheng to read you my letter, maybe I'll show you again here just in case you were 'ginko' because I know he must have read you soooo many letters from us PK:

**********************************************
Dearest Hai Ning,

I don’t know how to begin writing our stories….
You know, you are my first friend in standard 4. You made me feel at home in a totally new environment as we just got to a new class. In standard 5, remember you showed me 4 strawberry erasers. 1 red, 1 blue, 1 green, 1 yellow. And then you told me to keep 2, and you yourself will keep 2. Years later, if we happened to have drifted apart and forgot about each other, we could remind each other of the strawberries story that we’ve been close friends. Hai Ning, now please answer me which colour of strawberries you are keeping? Do you still remember? I still have the 2 strawberries erasers you gave me, carefully kept in a little box, it’s like a treasure of our friendship. Please... I’m waiting for your answer. I know you do remember.

I looked back the emails you have sent me and the advises you gave me all these years. I realize although we are far apart, our hearts always stay close because I know I could always come to you whenever I want someone to talk. And you never fail to give me a whole new perspective in life. At one point in life, I was very lost and kept wanting to search for a purpose, you told me: ‘I don't think there's really an ultimate purpose of life, it's not meant to be found, that way we will always keep searching, keep living our lives. It's the thought of searching that keeps us going.’ Although I still haven’t found that purpose in life, I’ve stopped feeling lost because I’ve taken your advise: to keep living our lives. Hai Ning, I know you’ve found your purpose in life, now you just have to live it. I’m soooo looking forward to celebrate life with you. Come on, wake up and let’s go play...

Hai Ning, I’ve got so much to talk to you. Let’s not trouble your brother to read it to you anymore. I’ll talk to you personally when you wake up ok? I promise I won’t show you my 粗话脸 ever again. And thanks for putting up with my 衰样 all these years and despite all that, still loving me as who I am.

Love you always,
meisan

*******************************************

It was meant to be a letter to motivate you to wake up to continue your wonderful life, to empower you to live on. At that point, I really believed you will never leave us. How could you? It's ridiculous! You love us and will never leave us! That's what I thought.
Until Behkim told us how severe your condition was, until Min reminded us that we should let you go, I only realized it's really time to bid you goodbye. What Min said really made sense: we were all just losing 1 Hai Ning, but you were losing so many of us, including your parents. It must be really a struggle for you to let it all go. We should help you in the process of letting go, not making it more difficult.

It was so painful to love you and let you go. We have consoled ourselves that we should celebrate your wonderful life instead of mourning our loss.

You are immortal now Hai Ning, for you have integrated into our lives and live on in our hearts forever. Fly now my beloved friend, my heart will soar with you...